This past almost two months, I have learned how powerful prayer is. Combined with having my eyes and my heart opened, and filled with the Holy Spirit, God has made me a new creation. In HIM.
I pray a lot. I am pretty sure any human would get tired of listening to me talk consistently - but not GOD. No. He loves it. That's what he WANTS from us- to come to prayer in everything we do. Even the little things.
I pray for my husband every single day. When I wake up, when I go to sleep, and who knows how many times through the day. For him to be able to open his eyes to the truth, his heart to God, his ears to listen to being called back to our Heavenly Father. For him to see the how much love and peace and joy he could have if he would stop, humbly get on his knees, and allow the hurt, the pain, the failure, the fear he has be surrendered all to the Way Maker- Promise Keeper- Miracle Worker- Our most gracious FATHER!
As I have gone through this season , I have been given small pieces of his plan for me. I have been shown Hope in the things I have asked for. And its usually in a way I never ever would have imagined! But God's ways are better and bigger than ours. Ive seen him move in my life and make ways when things seem to have no way. And i have laid down everything to HIM to control. Knowing that he has a amazing plan that is bigger than we could imagine.
One of the things I have done is start to write down my prayers and my thoughts for my husband for when he returns to me. I have no idea when that might be. But I believe God wants our marriage to be made new in HIM.
And today faced with something about to happen I have asked God how why what lol because of the uncertainty in this event. I had asked and prayed for it to happen, and then it came about in a way I didn't even think could happen. I was shocked and kinda got worried- but I told God i knew it was HIM making the way for something to come from a literally impossible situation.
And then I saw this verse
Isaiah 43:19 Behold, I will do a new thing; now it shall spring forth; shall ye not know it? I will even make a way in the wilderness, and rivers in the desert.
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